Hi Tugger,
Welcome to our MF family!
I lost my Daddy almost 3 years ago
it's still hard but, better. As a matter of fact, one of my girls & I were looking at old pics & we both started crying just looking at him. Especially, when we saw the picture of him looking at my mom with all that love in his eyes & her holding his hand
So, you see, you have people here who understand the loss of a loved one (although I'm sure they are in a better place
) & the PERMANENT loss of our extra .... fat
You're going to do great!
Stela