by MusicalMomma » January 30th, 2007, 7:05 am
Hi Donica. I'm not sure where Edgerton is, but Madison is a 2 hour drive from here. The mosquitos here in Two Rivers are normal size...perhaps because I'm so close to the lake. Either way, there are A LOT of mosquitos!!!!!
Journal: OK, my head has been in the wrong place since Friday! Went to the doc, weighed in, had phenominal results!! Celebrated with a friggin subway sub!!!! How dumb is that!? Then Saturday we went out for Jon's birthday and I gave myself the day off to celebrate with him (after all, he was going to start with me on Sunday!)!!! More stupidness!!! Then Sunday, I had three meetings at church. They had a pot luck after church because of the meetings. So, I rationalized, "well, it's still the weekend, I'll get back on Monday and join the challange". THEN, I joined the challange on Monday and did great all day...then dinner time came and I rationalized again, "I will have whatever I want for my dinner, but follow mf all day!" More rediculousness!!!!!
I woke up early this morning and did some soul searching and realized what I was doing. I was following the plan, AS THE DOC ORDERED, as long as I knew I had to face him in a few days!! BUT now that I have 4 weeks until I have to face him, I think I can put it off a "day or two" and still see good results when I go back on the 23rd. Well, there is a serious flaw in that rational...one day turns to two, two days turns to three, three days turn to four and so on... Typical addict mentality. The only way I will acheive and maintain my goal is to "just say no!".
So, today, I have reminded myself that this is plan is my doctors prescription and it will not only save my life, but will enhance and enrich it!
Today is a new day. I shake off the old and welcome the new!