I'm not sure how well I'll keep up with this journal, but I figured I'd start one anyway.
I'll give a brief recap of my "coming back" post.
I started Medifast in September of last year. I lost 30 pounds in about 6 weeks. Then I stopped in the weeks surrounding a surgery. I gained 15 pounds back in about 7 weeks.
Yesterday was my first day back on. I did pretty well, although I'm having some trouble getting all my water in this time. Growing up, I was never a water drinker. I'm sad to say, I've probably gone several months at a time without drinking plain water. The first time I was on Medifast, I noticed the more water I drank, the more weight I lost.
Today, day two, I woke up to TOM and BAD cramps. I was strong for most of the day, despite a serious craving for Chinese food. I ate a few Goldfish crackers, but other than that, I stayed on track pretty well.
Tomorrow is a new day, and another chance to be 100% compliant.
I do not intend to get to my ultimate goal this time. I want to have another baby this year, and I hope to get pregnant in March. I'm hoping to lose as much as possible before getting pregnant, and then maintaining a healthy lifestyle while pregnant. If I can be strong, there shouldn't be any reason I have to gain much weight during pregnancy.
I gained about 50 pounds with my last pregnancy. I was overweight to begin with, but I was completely comfortable with myself. I've got nice curves, and I like them. (I guess I should say I HAD nice curves.) Anyway, after I had my son, I dropped 25 pounds within about 10 days, which was totally unhealthy and was not my goal. I was not trying to lose weight, I simply wasn't hungry and/or didn't have the time or desire to eat. My breast milk supply suffered as a result, and I had a constant battle over the next 10 months to sustain an adequate milk supply.
After having my son, not only did I gain back the 25 pounds I had lost so quickly, but I gained an additional 15 pounds over the following 6 months or so. My son is now almost 18 months old, and I'm the same weight I was the day after I gave birth. I'm not at my highest, but I'm close enough that I'm still not quite comfortable with my body.
My goal is to lose about 40 pounds over the next 9 weeks or so, and then to keep good portion control throughout my next pregnancy. I will not make the same mistake again. After I have my next child, I will probably use Medifast in addition to a couple of Lean and Greens throughout the time I'm nursing.
I'm beginning to ramble, but if I keep this journal up, you'll realize that I'll probably do that a lot.
Good luck, my fellow Medifasters! And congrats on weight already lost.
-mel