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Out*With*The*Old · by **Out*With*The*Old** » December 10th, 2007, 5:24 pm

Just once I want to hear someone tell me I am too thin.....then I'll judge if I am or not

. It would be nice to hear. At 5'2 though, I got a long way to go to get there!

lifelovinaries · by **lifelovinaries** » December 10th, 2007, 6:44 pm

Out*With*The*Old wrote:Just once I want to hear someone tell me I am too thin.....then I'll judge if I am or not . It would be nice to hear. At 5'2 though, I got a long way to go to get there!

Not too long...we're gonna be there at the same time!!! I will tell you you're to thin, you tell me i'm too thin then we will share a hawaiian roll. That would only be 9.5g carbs a piece.

lifelovinaries · by **lifelovinaries** » December 10th, 2007, 6:48 pm

One of those things would be allowed on transition right? Especially if you're sharing? We can have that with some MF hot cocoa and watch mini OWTO ice skate. Oh yeah, by the time we reach goal, it will be warm right? Ok so we will put on our bikini's lounge by the pool sipping our MF mojito (they need to make one of those) as mini OWTO swims. Ok, well maybe not that warm outside. Dang nab it, just let me bite the roll!

Out*With*The*Old · by **Out*With*The*Old** » December 10th, 2007, 6:51 pm

I'll be kind and let you have the whole roll!

:roflmao:

I think they are EVIL!!! Ohh they smell sooooo good - even closed up in the plastic (I know cause I put my nose to them an enhaled DEEPLY! LOL)

Out*With*The*Old · by **Out*With*The*Old** » December 10th, 2007, 6:53 pm

lifelovinaries wrote: One of those things would be allowed on transition right? Especially if you're sharing? We can have that with some MF hot cocoa and watch mini OWTO ice skate. Oh yeah, by the time we reach goal, it will be warm right? Ok so we will put on our bikini's lounge by the pool sipping our MF mojito (they need to make one of those) as mini OWTO swims. Ok, well maybe not that warm outside. Dang nab it, just let me bite the roll!

Want me to mail them to you?!? Huh? Huh? You know you want one or 10 - or is your magic number 20? LOL

lifelovinaries · by **lifelovinaries** » December 10th, 2007, 7:25 pm

DAY 50

As much as i would like to say day 50 of compliance, i guess i would have to be completely honest and count Thanksgiving as my non compliant day...so for now i will just say day 50 on plan. All jokes aside. Today was a really crazy day for me as far as MF is concerned. As i have stated before in my journal, last time i was on the program for any length of time, i got down to 215. I also expressed some concern about reaching this number again but then i laughed and said i would be glad to see it come and go. Well i am now 3.1lbs away. Today, i didn't have any cravings but there was a little voice in my head that kept saying, go ahead eat it (it didn't even matter what "it" was, the voice just wanted me to eat "it", meaning EVERYTHING that wasn't OP). It wasn't extremely difficult to turn away from off plan items, it's just that the feeling that this voice inside of me caused was extremely eerie. I wanted it to go away. It didn't matter where i was or what i was doing, this voice was there, i coulda walked past a big bowl of chitlins (chitterlings) and that voice woulda said "eat it" (i HATE chitlins). A few times, i even caught myself saying out loud "i am going to get past this 215 and keep going. Nothing can stop me. 215 is not a road block, it's just another number." It's really hard to explain how i was feeling. This little voice seemed almost real. I know it sounds a little off but i am serious. (i know, thats the sad part). I think it was my inner failure mechanism that states: You are not to get below 215 on MF. That is your stopping point. That is where you fall off the wagon and DON'T get back on. That's what you did last time, that is what you will do this time. You will fail at this like you have failed at so many other "diets". I refused to let my feelings get the best of me today. I know that the little voice was actually the scared me and i showed her that i am taking no prisoners. This is not a joke, this is life...my life. At the end of this day, i must say that i feel good because, i recognized that getting to this point has some effect on me emotionally. I didn't allow it to sway my mission. I have a race to win, or at least cross the finish line holding the cyber hands of my friends, while those that are already maintaining stand on the sidelines cheering us on...and in return, take my place on the sidelines to continue cheering others on. So MF, thank you for being the plan that i need right now. And i THANK GOD that i was brought back to this plan at this time, with renewed physical and mental strength. I truly believe that everything happens for a reason...I needed to get to a certain level mentally to accept things in my life for what they are. I needed to become happier within myself so when i make mistakes, i don't beat myself up about it, i just keep it movin. I needed to realize that i really do only fail when i stop trying. Its a beautiful thing to wake up to a brand new day. When i learned to appreciate myself, it became easier to please myself. Before, i never seemed to be good enuff for me. Well now i am, flaws and all. I'm just accepting of me. period. If i accept myself with the extra weight but appreciate the fact that i would like to lose it, it doesn't seem as much of a chore. So little voice...Go away. 215 is not a road block, it's just another number. One i will see come and go, never to be seen again. At least not while I'M standing on the scale. Bring it!!! but remember, it's no holds barred and i'm TAKING NO PRISONERS!!

Out*With*The*Old · by **Out*With*The*Old** » December 10th, 2007, 7:40 pm

You've come SO far to give in to little voices now!!! Tell it to go away - continue on plan and BEAT the voice and BEAT the scale!! You can do it - and you WILL do it!!! By this time next week you could be PAST that pesky number and that much closer to ONEDERLAND!

You can and will do it - - and as you told someone yesterday - when you think you hear the voice too loud - and you think you want to fall off plan, just think of my FAT A$$ sitting on your shoulder (YIKES - OOUCHHHH!) and flicking you in the ear saying 'I'm gonna win' - 'I'm gonna win'. As much as I tease you, you know its all in good-clean- I- want- to- race- with- you- fun! Don’t make me come up there and kick yer but back on plan! I plan to finish this race with you - - and in the end, it really doesn't matter which one of us wins.....well, OK, that may be going to far - lol - but you know what I mean! I'd be honored to be beaten by you cause I promise you, I'm going to give you a run for your money! You may be .9 ahead of me (yeah, I noticed!) but I am close behind you so don't you slip up - - I REALLY don’t wanna neener ( :tongue:

) you but I will if I have to!!!

Good for you for posting what you feel and writing it down. Acknowledging it and getting it 'out' takes away the power!! So tell your inner brat as Jo calls it to TAKE A HIKE!!!! You can and you WILL do this!

Now if the thought of my fat a$$ on your shoulder doesn't do it, I dunno what will chicky!!

:hug:

bikipatra · by **bikipatra** » December 11th, 2007, 6:54 am

Imagine her self described fat ass on one shoulder and one of my huge Jolly Green Giant boobs hitting your ear on the other side next time you have negative self-talk. BOOM!

Out*With*The*Old · by **Out*With*The*Old** » December 11th, 2007, 7:15 am

EatThemRollsYumYum · by **EatThemRollsYumYum** » December 11th, 2007, 5:40 pm

lifelovinaries · by **lifelovinaries** » December 11th, 2007, 5:44 pm

lifelovinaries · by **lifelovinaries** » December 11th, 2007, 5:49 pm

EatThemRollsYumYum wrote:

i believe there are only 2 women on this forum with enuff EVIL in their bellies to do this!!!! And i believe only one uses photobucket!!! You are HILARIOUS! I say women because i just know it couldn't be my sweet little science guy..although, he DID give thorough directions as to how to resize the pic...hmmmm.

Out*With*The*Old · by **Out*With*The*Old** » December 11th, 2007, 5:53 pm

Yes, yes he did didn't he!!!

Who are the two evil enough chicks?

:roflmao:

It is funny, isn't it?

EatThemRollsYumYum · by **EatThemRollsYumYum** » December 11th, 2007, 6:11 pm

You like the pictures, eh Erica?

Signed,

Your Friend YUM YUM

Out*With*The*Old · by **Out*With*The*Old** » December 11th, 2007, 6:44 pm

OMGosh that was more fun that it should have been -- kinda like eating a bag full of cookies!!

<img src="http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/36/36_16_12.gif" alt="SmileyCentral.com" border="0">

Come on, gimme credit, it was CLEVER and FUNNY! :roflmao:

And, yes, I know photobucket - LOL. I'm a geek IRL and I run my own website - - I have lots of hidden talents.

Still laughing :roflmao:

EatThemRollsYumYum - - hahahaha

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