Ok, so here goes...well i was extremely afraid of thanksgiving. i was going to cincinnati (to moms) tuesday thru friday and i thought it would be hard for me to stay on plan. Well, as a (wo)man thinketh, so is (s)he! But, i must say it was no where near as bad as it could have been. I got there early tues. morn and remained compliant for the rest of that day. Turned down the mixed drinks and held my ground in the restaurant. We went to this place named Skips for lunch which is known for their great bagels, sandwiches, etc. I had a grilled chicken salad (in a bagel bowl which i had to leave) the salad was DELICIOUS. It had dried cranberries and carrots in it (i picked out ALL of the carrots and most of the cranberries) I got the basamic vinagarette on the side and just kept dipping my fork in it. So, i did pretty well. Weds, i remained compliant, once again, we went to a restaurant, Mimi's (this time for dinner). I ordered the chicken piccata, it came with asparagus and mashed potatoes so i canceled the potatoes and ordered extra asparagus, when it came, there was only about a cup of asparagus so i then ordered a side salad. I stayed away from the bread (which everyone said was delicious) in the beginning but then i pinched off a piece of the zucchini bread about the size of a dime and ate that. i know, i know, i should have left it alone completely but everyone was RAVING about it so i finally tried it. It was good but NOT OP so i was stisfied with my pinch. Then came THANKSGIVING...uh, well, different story. Well, weds. night, i had baked my pineapple eggnog cake and jack daniel's pecan pie (jeez you can get drunk off of that thing). When i went to put the icing on my cake (cream cheese icing), i thought i would cheat this time and buy the duncan hines whipped cream cheese icing. Big Mistake!! It tasted horrible and i kept trying to doctor it up to make it taste better before putting it on the cake. So needless to say, i kept tasting the icing. Long story short after ingesting a million grams of sugar, i ended up making my own. We went to mom's friend's house for dinner, i had already decided that i knew i was not going to be completely compliant and i wasn't going to stress over it anymore. But i promised myself that i would jump right back on plan. My plate had primarily turkey and greens, i got teaspoonful of other things (mac n cheese, stuffing, cranberry sauce, i chose mashed cauliflower ~thanks mom for making that trying to help~ instead of mashed potatoes and cranberry sauce) Yeah, it sounds like a lot but my plate actually looked fairly healthy. Especially compared to other Thanksgivings
However, i knew i would try the desserts so i got EXTREMELY SMALL pieces of it just to taste. All in all, i was proud of myself. Friday i ended up having a turkey sandwich, yes, BREAD. and another SMALL piece of cake. Well it's now saturday, i weighed myself this morning and i am up .7. Its not a deal breaker, i did it to myself but i am right back on plan this morning. My weightloss had been VERY slow so i am actually hoping that the extra calories and carbs for a couple of days will help kick things back in. I am not beating myself up about it, i actually feel good about it and feel GREAT about being back on plan. Maybe by christmas, i will have even more strength. Sorry this was soooo long but i felt that i needed to hold myself accountable here. Hope everyone had a wonderful holiday!