Well, I'm back on my re, re, re, re-start.

I can't even remember when I first started MF, but I lost 30 pounds for my 20 year class reunion...duh

that means it was April 2005...and it worked so well for me, but then I got to a point where I felt good about myself and was looking better and totally let my guard down and started back with the bad habits. I re-started numberous times thinking, "this time I'm going to stick to it," but I didn't and felt awful. I've been reading everyone's journals and I have so much respec t for all of you. Your pictures are so inspiring. I have said this all before and have failed to stay on program, but I now know I just have to keep those pictures in my mind. I want to be as beautful as all of you!!
Before the holidays, I was keeping in touch with Nancy and she is such a good mentor, I'm just a bad mentee !

I do keep her what she says in the back of my mind though, especially when eating something I shouldn't be.
So I'm going to try to be here at least every weekday and hope to get to know all of you much better because I'm going to do this.....I keep picturing myself as a lot of your after pictures and I have to tell you....Lauren, you have had a great impact on my change of thinking. You should be so proud of yourself....you were a beautful woman before, but all I can say is Oh my God...you go girl.
Well today so far, I have had two shakes and planning to have 3 more and then my lean and green. I want to order the eggs, but I'm so scared of consistency and I have a problem with smell of the soy and don't know if I can hack it in the eggs!
Thanks for listening!