Hi Katie!
I'm sorry you've been struggling and that you are having a hard time with envy over your husband's weight loss. It is wonderful that Matthew has both his parents working towards living healthier, longer lives to spend with him -- and someday, with his family.
I wonder if we focus more on men's weight losses than on women's some times? Perhaps because women seem to yo-yo with our weight but guys, often, just gain? (I'm making sweeping statements that do not pertain to everyone, I know). Maybe your husband is gathering so many compliments & attention because people are thrilled that he has taken a surprising step towards healthy weight? I don't know...(of course!)
I hope you will find your motivation and desire soon. I have missed your presence on the site!
You can make this happen. You just have to get your mindset right and grab hold that the weight loss is going to make you so much happier and healthier than any amount of food will.
My best to you!!!!!!
I'm here for you!
Began MediFast 2/10/07 212#
Reached Goal 3/15/08 147#
Renewed commitment 9/20/09-after regaining 38# (185#)
Reached Goal 1/25/10 147# Maintaining