Hi all,
Thanks Katie for checking in on me !
I am still alive and have a very new lease on life...First and foremeost, I have just ordered 2 weeks worth of food and started my shakes again...today...My DH started work on Monday !!! Yahoo !!!!! I am starting to crawl (and quickly I might add) out from under this winter shell and will now be shedding some major weight...
I have a new appreciation for all of you maintainers out there...
I just spoke with 3 friends from work who come from different walks of life and have had differrent struggles with weight... One had gastric by-pass and is struggling with maintaining, another friend gains and loses weight like a yo-yo (sounds like me) and another friend is a jogger/golfer and athletic type....
What do we all have in common???? MAINTENANCE !!! We all have a struggle with maintaining the weight we lose !
I am at my highest weight and decided ENOUGH WAS ENOUGH !!!
I have several side effects (nothing too serious) that I didn't have before and decided that I finally hit my "rock bottom" and it was time to get with the program !
I am pleased to say that my husbands re-employment has been a huge relief of stress for me...I am still handling all bills, and mortgage, groceries, etc. but at least a pay day for him is near !
I have realized that I felt locked into this horrible stress bubble and couldn't find my way out...UNTIL, my DH told me he had been hired at a new job...
Since then, he is happier, our home is happier (not perfect) and I finally feel like its my time- to take care of me again...I think I needed permission from myself -to say "It's okay now to focus on me"...Sound crazy? Probably !
Anyway, I have a long road ahead but will be glad to travel it along with all of you !
By the way...I sold my e-bay deal for pennies ! I didn't realize I could hit a reserve button !!! oh well...better luck next time !
Ciao !
Pam