I am so frustrated that I needed to write down my thoughts, so I don't go "off" program again...

I get started and then eat something I shouldn't.

I am trying to figure out what is going on... I just had a shake about an hour ago and decided that if I have to stay up all night to get 5 shakes in consecutively, I will .
I will not give up and will persevere ...I have done this before and do remember how good it felt to lose more weight ...
I hope I can get my head in the right place tonight...I'm not afraid of shedding the current me, and want so badly to get this weight off once and for all...
I will now look at this process as one shake at a time...
Have a great night...
Katesmom