Okaly Dokely !! Well, thanks Ladies for your posts and thanks, T, for checking in on me. I have been good and bad, on and off with that. I went through a phase of purposely eating all MF except for one meal of whatever I wanted, and I did 'ok' with that (never weighed though), but it was feeling like each day was a first day on program (duh) and I kept telling myself that my body would get used to eating that low of calories and find its own kind of balance ... but, I was actually hungry A LOT (day and night) and gave up on that whole thing ! Then, bouts with just plain bad days. Once again, I have no real idea how much I weigh, but last time I weighed myself (weeks ago) it threw me off ... so, I am staying OFF the scale for who knows how long (though, I have just adjusted my ticker to what I suspect it will be should I have several really good days in a row).
In the meantime I aim to be getting back on, true blue, starting today and I am doing pretty well so far, but I have been awake and up since 2:30am and that can sometimes make things a little tricky. Plus, we are headed to my in-laws for the weekend which will include a Birthday celebration party and such ... The weekend will only require two dinners from me, and I KNOW that if I am really committed I can pull it off, it's just pretty hard for me sometimes when it comes to visiting others, being in their house, eating their food ... but, heck, I say that as though it's easy for me when I am at home by myself ... HA !! So, no more excuses, I can see clearly that the right mindset it needs to be, not necessarily the right "circumstances" (though there DOES need to be a L/G). I have saved what is left from my last order of puffs and meal bars and plan to use them over the weekend so I can keep myself out of the kitchen and away from food as much as possible, and I have a pretty big order of pretzels coming next week ... I would *really* like to do this, you know ? But, I guess my actions will attest to my sincerity and sometimes it's difficult to believe in myself !
In any event, it's so wonderful to come here and read a little bit about how others are doing ! And, it's SO encouraging to see the successes that are taking place, the hopeful attitudes are infectious and I appreciate the presence of others
. Cheers !