Hello TMartin - glad to have you.
I can relate to your post -- I am 4 ft 10 3/4 inches. I've always said I'm not overweight, I'm just too short for my weight. That was pre-MF days.
Losing weight is difficult, we all know that. Keeping from gaining it after it's lost is difficult too. We all know that. We are doing MF because most of us have tried every other diet out there ... no doubt with successes along the way. But have always ended up putting it back on. What makes this different? I don't know - that's an individual response. The only encouragement I can give is to look at the posts in here from those before us - who have lost it and are keeping their weight off. Nancy is first and foremost. But if you read her posts, you will also see that there are times when even Nancy has to re-motivate herself to keep that Food Demon at bay.
MF is a tool for us to utilize while taking a break from food. It gives us a chance to learn things about ourselves and our interaction with food. Then, once we get to our goal; we need to utilize that same tool to transition ourselves back into a "normal" foodie life. I feel pretty strongly that once I make it to goal, transition, then maintenance -- that MF will still be a part of my life. I think that's the key to keeping yourself away from the Demons and in compliance.
But how bad can it be? A little hot cocoa at night as a nightcap isn't that difficult to take if you ask me!