Hi Tami, Mike, Jeanette and Pam!
Thanks for taking the time to respond to my first post.
When I was debating about trying the program, I noticed how supportive the members are of one another and I think that'll help a lot. There's so much about being fat and trying to lose that I just cannot talk about with my family and friends. You know, those little daily humiliations.
I've got about 110 pounds to lose. It's awfully scary to say that ..... I remember the days when I couldn't imagine ever weighing as much as 200! But over the years it's turned itself around and getting down to 200 has seemed unattainable for some time.
I've sacrificed enough to being fat. I've spent most of my 20's and half of my 30's being ashamed of the way I look. Not to mention that I'm on the fast train to diabetes, heart problems or a whole host of other health issues. I'm single, and just TRY and find a date when you're overweight, it's like being an outcast or the bride of Frankenstein.
I realize I've got emotional issues about eating and that somehow (haven't figured it out yet) being fat is safe, it's a built in excuse for every disappointment or failure in life. (ie didn't get the job cause I'm fat, he doesn't like me cause I'm fat, etc etc) And I've tried for years to outthink the fat, to figure it out and reason with it and myself. I thought that if I could figure it out I would be able to change it. Now...... well, I've just gotten to the point of saying, "Hooey on all that. Forget figuring it out, just do something about it."
That's how I wound up here, nervously awaiting my first order.
Thank you for welcoming me so warmly. I'll let ya know when my order arrives. Talk to you soon guys!
Carrie