i have been really wanting to listen to the nurses call on monday nights but my husband works swing shift on mondays and its impossible to chase around my little girls while on the phone for an hour. i will have to get a blue tooth or something.
i took a couple days off of working out. im wondering if i have been working out too hard/long and its stalling my weight loss this week. i dont know how to create this balance. i really really want to work out but i dont want to overdo it and stall weight loss. hmmmm.. i dunno.
Im so excited to go to a womens conference at my church tonight while my mom in law watches the girls. i am in major need of a few hours of friend and fellowship time without chasing after Berlyn or having to leave part way through to feed Lulu. in fact im just plain excited to go somewhere without lugging a huge diaper bag and smelling like spit up
this has been a good week for me even in a non medifast way. Lulu is getting easier and less colicky so iv spent alot of time reconnecting with friends and at my best friends house helping her pack. i think i get super gloomy and down when im home too much. i know im a mom of 2 young babies and there are times when i need to be home but i need to find a balance. iv always loved to be busy busy.im wanting to run the jingle bell run toward christmas. it sounds like so much fun! its only a 5k which i think is doable for me while not overdoing it. i even pursuaded my sister to run it with me and while she is model thin she is not athletic whatsoever so i think it will even us out
my clothes are starting to look super frumpy on me cause they dont really fit anymore but im not ready to spend money on new clothes cause im not planning on staying in this size long, but hey i guess i can always pass them on cause i really do need just a few things that fit me well.
i ran into an old friend at the grocery store today and she didnt recognize me! the last time i saw her i was 9 months preggo and as big as a house but man did that feel good!
waking baby gotta go!
good and bad news is im the same weight i was about 2 weeks ago. but im finally desperate enough to get my butt back on track. i want to finish this year off 15 or 20 pounds lighter than now, not heavier. so im going to start as of right now with a desperate recommitment to myself and stay on plan through the holidays no matter what. my hubby is buying my clothes for christmas since my jeans all look horrible and baggy on me so it would be fun to be 15 pounds lighter when i go shopping! 
for awhile. I would check several times a day for several days (it seems) and it would almost NEVER work to get through, and when it did get through, I noticed that there were not really any new posts at all, even from somewhat regular people. So, I assumed that everybody was having the same problems getting through. I'm so glad it's back up though, it's such a helpful place to have ! Cheers !
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