last week, i wrote that i was afraid of the scale fluctuations i've had in the past... so, now the scale fluctuates 2lbs or so. i'm kind of hoping it's just from my period.
it just makes it hard, because i don't know what weight loss is real-- if that makes sense.
today i weighed in a 287. now, i know that i should only weigh myself once a week, but i figure i'm just channeling my food addiction somewhere less destructive this way.
last night, i was 291. it's hard on me because i don't cheat and i feel like i am losing very slowly. on the other hand, i know i am losing FAT. i looked at my thighs last night, and they are getting, well... ugly. like someone removed some air and lef the cottage cheese.
WHAT did i do to my poor body all these years?
sheesh.
on the good side, i pulled on a pair of 22 pants. they zipped. i won't wear em yet, but they'll look good in 5-10 lbs.