Well la di da..Hi y'all!
Yep it's me
again. After about 2 months of hell I have returned!
My back is all better but I was totally offplan the whole time and am totally showing it. I gained back 24lbs so I am at 21 gone now.
Tried to fool myself the past few weeks but alas that was as foolish as it sounds.
I knew I could not do this again without coming back on here DAILY. It isnt easy and it is even harder without the support of the crew here!
I have felt so yucky and blah & I am tired of it
I read over my journal and noticed that I have "restarted" more than a few times so I hope y'all dont think I am a flake. When I originally started back in June I did so well and LOVED it! Then little things happened and I told myself.."a little nibble here won't hurt..a little bite there is ok.. Well bitemybutt--IT DOES HURT!! I am proof that if you stray--the pounds return.
I am going to be successful at this..for
ME not anyone else(a whole other post in itself)
Welp.. There is it.. my re-dedication semi-speech. My start date in Wed the 1st --so wish me luck *again*
Oh and I am bringing back my hula-chick cause she always keep me reaching for my goal(I think my karma got screwed when I changed her
)