okeydoke, so I've been thinking of changing my goal incentive... instead of really nice jewelry, I'm thinking seriously of getting a tummy tuck... I have a reallly nasty apron of skin that comes from being fat when I was pregnant twice, and it's NOT GOING AWAY... I mean part of it is going away and I won't have the surgery until I hit goal obviously, but I can tell that some of it just won't go away, lots of flying skin, etc
so I might go in for a consultation here soon to find out how much I have to save up and how they want to handle it... I realize I still have some time but I probably need that time to save up the money
I'm also realizing that these last ten to fifteen pounds may take some time... I'm okay with that, I just have to remember to be patient!!!!!! there's no hurry, I didn't gain that much weight overnight so I won't lose it overnight, right????