It's that time of the year again! Time for the roads to become cluttered with cars. The jetways to be busy with planes full of passangers. And time for the air to become even more polluted. But it comes to the one time of the year that no ones seems to care about the rising costs of living and the falling economy.
(Aren't I just full of happy thoughts today.
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Anyhoo, I have been away from posting for the last couple days. In fact, I haven't really posted on any of the boards that I am a part of. Haven't really had anything to say, personally or in general. So I best keep myself out of trouble.
I have to be honest with myself and to the board right now. I am not looking for false encouragement, or a pat on my back or a "it's ok, you'll do better next time." I am not looking for anything like that at all. This past week I lost my appitite in general. i'm not sure why, but I couldn't bring myself to eat. And when I did, it was because dh put something down in front of me. Tonight I should be getting my next order of MF with foods I know I like. (yummy hot cocoa) So I will be travelling to CA with MF meals. I have already told my mom that I would be bringing them so that she is aware. Being off the plan this past week really put into perspective what I want to accomplish with MF. Thursday I was able to buy a new pair of 16 jeans, and Sunday I was so bloated and fat that I couldn't zip them up very well.
I still believe in the product, and I know that it will work for me. I just need to retrain myself and be more disciplined. Tomorrow starts a new day, and when I get up tomorrow morning I know that I will have a hot cocoa to enjoy on my drive to work.
Again, this is me being honest with myself and to those on the board. I am rather upset that I just lost sight of my goal and so quickly.