Very well said Gwenski!
I'm not avoiding the mirror anymore, I found out i'm no longer wrapping my hands around my chest like I used to do before with other people, I no longer feel the need to sit in front of other people because I could hide my body, etc...
I do not feel the need anymore to wear biiiiig clothes to hide myself, I do not need to have some black clothes always (even though I love black & red clothing), etc...
I'm sure you know what I'm talking about!
Right now, it's one shake at a time, but I'm like "Oh my god, can we hurry up now so that summer arrives and I can go swimming, biking, getting F--U--N!!!!"
I'm looking forward for next summer, and the next years of my life... Just thinking about it makes me feel euphoric!!!!