by BerkshireGrl » December 10th, 2004, 8:12 pm
Tami,
I'm sorry to get into this late, but I wanted to add my voice to the encouragement you are getting.
When you are tempted to "snack", do WHATEVER you need to do to stop, even if you have fallen into mid-snack.
If you can, do not get yourself near the bad stuff in the first place. After Thanksgiving, I was given guacamole, a giant bag of chips, clam dip, and a huge bag of roasted cashews. God I was really tempted to eat them! And hey, I just had eaten a pretty normal load of Thanksgiving food, so why not continue the trend? What really got me was the nuts. I looked them over, and thought, well, I can bring them into work Monday for my coworkers. After all, they are so expensive! What a waste to throw them away!
But then, I realized, will they really stay in their bag all weekend long? If I had to stare at them for 3 days? HECK NO. I put ALL of that great food into the kitchen garbage, then I immediately emptied it and took it out to the garage trash can. And it stayed out there until trash pick-up on Saturday.
If you buy those foods that tempt you, return them to the store, or toss them. Heck, I've even SPRAYED WINDEX on foods in the trash so I would not dig them out later. (Yes, I have had some rough nights in the past!)
Once you start overeating, then it is so, so easy to keep on with the poisonous justifying. Pull yourself out of it ASAP when you get into it. If you crack on a holiday or a "special occasion", ok, that was ONE DAY. Not a couple days. Not a week. Close it off and get back on Medifast.
We all are capable of screwing up. But we all can also choose to pull out of that downward spiral. Your airplane tail is not shot off, the wings are still there, you are still in the cockpit.
This is war, and you got it in you, especially as a firefighter and EMT, to break this problem. You are a tough chick and you can show this binge who is boss.
Kick its butt, Tami!