Hi Lori--
I admire anyone doing the purist fast - I know I could never do it. I am on the modified and other than daily moving around at home and work - I am not doing any extra exercise.
In the moring I have a blender shake-I add a splenda and usually some DaVinchi SF syrup for variety sake - lots of ice to bulk it up so I really fill my stomache.
I usually have 2 more shakes, a bar or oatmeal and the chili or soup with crackers during the rest of the day.
I always eat a lean and green meal - usually 7 or 8 ounces of turkey or chicken and plain romaine or greens - sometimes a hot veggie- with some honey mustard on the side for dipping. This is more meat/protein than recommended but it is what has worked for me. I knew I couldn't do it with 4 - 5 ozs - I would've been off within a few days - this has kept me satisfied ---- everyone is different.
Honestly, there are some days that I don't get my 5th shake or supplement in - just not hungry or feeling like I need it ---- I drink at least 100 oz. of water a day -- this helps to keep me full and busy...peeing constantly! I have never done the pickles or jello because I know me - would be too easy to get carried away!!!!
The last few days I have been feeling really hungry!!!!!!!! I am trying to tighten up my eating times and be aware that I know darn well I've got some emotional stuff going on and that's always been a trigger to binge!!! I envision myself eating a whole pizza and then try to replace the satisfaction I THINK that would bring with some real thoughts. I come to this forum constantly - without it and all of you I know I would not have gotten to this point. I try now to picture myself in the cute denim dress I have hanging on my bedroom door - it's a size XL but I still have a ways to go before it will fit --- I know I am my own worst enemy --- I am struggling to become my own BEST FRIEND.
I started keeping a gratitude and "please God" journal when I started this and every night or sometimes in the morning I write down what's happened in general - get my feelings out - document my first weigh of the day and my total lost and beg for the grace and support to make it through just one more day. It helps me.
Thanks for your support - again, this helps me so much!!!
WE WILL do this together!!!