This is gail again, I just thought of something that works for me and I work hard at not doing. That is focusing on the numbers. Yes, I need to know Medifast is working i.e. the money I spend on the packets, the extra visits to the doctor now with copay for insurance, the vitamins etc If the plan does not work, then I would not work so hard and would eat "real" food at least 3 x's daily, etc would not put myself through such a rigid plan. I find it easier with Medifast and to my surprise once I was past the first 3 days felt decent, and after 3 weeks it really started to flow. I have heard it takes 28 days to break a habit, that is why rehab's are that long......lol
Once I was assured Medifast works, I just trust the process now and only get weighed once per month by my doctor. I can tell by my clothes. If I were to weigh often or watch every pound I would go insane or get obsessed and stressed. Being stressed does not help with weight loss.
I know that as long as I follow this plan the way others have before me I have nothing to lose but weight and gain health. If it were to stop working my body would tell me. THe human body is an awesome and incredible machine. That is my belief.
I just wanted to share that with you for myself too. I could get really into this numbers game and how many pounds, etc I know though for me that gets me into the wrong mindset. This is a lifestyle plan and medifast is my meal plan and my emotional and spiritual must all be balanced. I believe food is an addiction and it is 3 fold. Spiritual, emotional and physical and obesity kills. A lot of deaths and illness come from it and also anorexia. I have seen a lot regarding this subject. I feel blessed to have another chance and to possibly get healthier again. It is tough at times, I try my best to stay in today and not project the future. If I were to say for instance, I will be on this the rest of my life I would eat today!
I am doing this little by little moment by moment shake by shake prayer by prayer............
Some days are better than others just like life, it is filled with ebbs and flows.
I need all the support I can get. I look forward to all the posts. I try to view a couple of times per week and also call Dr Anderson number on WEdnesdays which is tonight.
Talk to you soon.............keep up the good work, thank you for listening to me ramble on.
gail
pss a acquaintenance friend of mine asked me last night, how much have you lost.......my GOD you look different your face looks so thin. I had not seen her since a Halloween party we all went to. It was nice to have someone notice and several others have as well. However, I try to keep focused on the goal of health. It is a BIG deal when someone loses that much weight...........50 pounds is a lot and over 100 is unreal. I have done it before and kept it off for years. I do not look like the same person when I am thin. That too is a whole other adjustment. Hope I can experience it again. I think Nancy's website says nothing tastes as good as thin...........I agree.