Good Grief this is hard. I have no energy, I am tired and I want to eat very badly. I read about how eventually I will have an orgasmic experiecne, I say bring it on. Right now I feel like I am having a mental break down instead of a break through.
I am trying to picture myself thin, I can't do that, my face is never on the body. I am very hopeful, oh, I am always very hopeful. It feels like all the other diets I have been on. Gung Ho at first, all exicted, can't wait to start than bam! I am defeated! Not on purpose, maybe habit, this is frustrating. I keep wondering how many times I am gonna keep going around the same dumb mountain. This is one mountain I would finally like to go over.
good points, I haven't fallen off the wagon, I exercised today and I have drank my supplements. It seems that evening is the hardest for me. At work I am on top of my game, I am the boss and I tell people what needs to be done and they do it -- I really love the employees I get to work with. See -- just like that I feel like I have to explain my every comment so you don't take me wrong. Why should I care if you think I am a good person or not.
Right now, I don't know what I would do if I couldn't come on-line and get some type of support.
I am just agitated!