by GucciGoo » August 31st, 2006, 7:33 am
Ugh, thanks for your comments, but I am so off-track again.
It has been really humid here all week and I have been having god-awful headaches. And when I get those bad headaches there is no better cure than soda and carbs. I have tried to use just Excedrin, but it has not been helping this week. I have had Mexican food, then Chinese at my Mom's party, and Applebee's... I have also been craving big lunches at work.
I am just disappointeed in myself... there are people who started the same time as me who have lost 40 pounds already (like Miss Sarya), but I am still in the 20# club and have been since early July. I keep eatingm then cheating. I know I am being annoying and repetitive about this week after week.
I think I just miss the flavor of food. Like yesterday for lunch, my taste buds were dying for a big Oriental Chicken Salad and French Onion soup from Applebees. The shake was not cutting it for me.
Like I said, I am just disappointed. I wanted to be in the low 140's for Myrtle Beach for 9/9- but I have been eating all week. Why can't I stay motivated and on track?
I am doing well today. I am just so frustrated. If I actually got on plan and behaved myself, I could be in the low 130's by Halloween, and definitely the 120's by Christmas. Shouldn't that be my inspiration?
BETH formerly known as Dark & Stormy