Also wanted to say
THANK YOU to everyone on the boards for their support and encouragement. Just by being yourself, you're being very helpful to others.
Yesterday, when I was going through the cupboards trying to find something to cheat with, my DH was standing behind me saying,
"Don't do it, Don't do it". I had a few choice words for him, but then he said the magic words,
"What are you gonna tell your MF friends? That you can't do it? That it's too hard?"
I don't think wiser words have ever been spoken. I grabbed an extra RTD, sucked it down and went to bed. Just the thought of having to confess to all my buddies that I couldn't take the pressure ... Well, it was just heart-wrenching and it got me through. Albeit, I did have an extra shake, I doubt it'll kill me 'cuz I had to have something.
Thanks Guys for being there
(like the Verizon network) ... I know you've got my back.