~~Hol, Please don't be a stranger I miss reading your journal and seeing you around.
~~Pam, SO glad your food came and you did great this week despite a lot of pressures and stress in your life..you CAN do this, no matter what!
~~Sojo-
Actually, I think I owe you now, because this one made me snort laugh
Ow! Those hurt! LOL Your so silly!
~~Diana- Thanks so much, 50 pounds down does feel great but I am looking forward to getting back to where I was...so that I feel like I am "really" moveing again. lol Your a shaker queen!! Thanks for being here and inspiring us all.
Well tomorrow will be six weeks since my restart and I will admit I am struggling a bit. Those thoughts of having something offplan are a-swirlin around in my head...for example: "apples are good for you, so it really wouldn't be a bad thing to have an apple"
Then the mf angel in my head speaks up..."but their not on plan"
For now I am keeping my blinders on and turning myself into a water "silo"
and chewing sf gum like there is no tomorrow. I think my "visitor" is lurking and I always get fatigued in the week prior and fatigue or exhaustion is always when I am plauged by such thoughts.
I am somewhat low on product, at least product that I really enjoy(most of the stuff I have is leftover from when hubby was on plan and is stuff he likes -Chai, tropical punch, banana pudding) I do have a 2 week order coming on Tuesday so that will help immensly.lol
Trying to work on my attitudes about food for pleasure vs. food for nutrition.
On the concept of food for nutrition any of the things I do have here should do fine,Choke them down, fill me up and I go on my happy, merry way.
Apparantly tho I am "stuck" in the 'food for pleasure' mode because if there aren't supplements I really enjoy, I start to feel that deprivation, basically sorry for myself, angry that I can't have "real food" and just get myself totally down in the dumps.(Read-HUGE pity party here)
Anyway:
Original weight: 276
Lost 88 and dropped to low of 188
Kept off-29 pounds
Restart 8/27/07-247
Week 1--9lbs-238
Week2--4lbs.-234
Week3--5lbs.--229
Week4--3lbs--226
Week5--4lbs.--222
Week6--2lbs.--220-27 down(will edit this tomorrow if there is any change)
Total Lost on MF- 56 pounds!
HUgs,
Gina