Hi all~
Everyone's posts have been so positive here recently...hate to throw a wrench in...but I've been non-compliant off and on this past week and I am mad at myself .
I know it's not the end-all, and I know the emotional reasons I have sometimes eaten other things; I am just mad that I consciously decided to give into those (negative) emotions at those times. I never went hog wild--more like popcorn at a movie, or I had pizza eating out because I hadn't eaten and was not prepared with a MF meal--which is totally my fault--I think part of me wanted to have the pizza, so I stayed hungry and didn't eat a MF meal so I could eat the pizza! PLUS, and this is the for-the-girls thing, I just started my period and feel like a million pounds. Do you all feel that way ever during that time of the month? Half the time I don't want any MF meal because I already feel bloated and distended belly-looking, and yet I probably should still eat/drink the meals, but I just feel gross. I am not weighing due to project-no-weigh, but wouldn't even want to for fear of what the scale would say.
I'm just feeling rotten... I commit to be back on track--wanted to be acountable by writing that down. Thanks for letting me be honest--any input is welcome!