Here I go again but this time I am so diiferent . I do not know what happened. But i like what I feel inside. First of all today my box came with Bannana Blitz and I was jumping up and down . My RTD and Smores bars were on back order i was almost in tears but so what i still have a truck load in the basement. Second of all I baked Cookies and Muffins for my family and for the first time I did not lick the spoon . I cooked Dinner also I did not lick the spoon. It is so scary sometime . I think back to how I let Food consume my life . How sad is it to smell Mcdonalds or KFC and cry because I wnated it so bad. This is my third day and I want to be honest this time I have not the cravings to cheat . I am siiting here now drinking some Water and having some Medifast crackers and I feel great ! Also I just wnat to say that i am MS. CHEAT AND SNEAK herself and for once I feel so motivated . Last nite I cried because i had a massive headache but i drank some water, had 2 excedrine , and a pickle and fell back to sleep . My partner wanted to pamper me with a snack but I said no! The first three days are rough but look I made it . I also find that when I get home from work i just consume my evening with cleaning and house work so I do not have time to eat or think about food. I just want to say that I will be one Sexy Police Officer in 5 months ? Am i setting unrealistic Goals ???
Starting weight 220
Please keep me in all of your thoughts and prayers
Love
shelby