I just have to share with everyone about my night last night! We had company for a short time (thrs-sat) and they brought a little guy my son's age who does not have a lot of exposure to the world at large. We decided to do several "new" things with him and one was to take him to a fondue restaurant. This was planned well before MF for me. I was not worried. I brought a packet of Cr. Brocc soup and decided to have a side salad. So we get there, I ask for a cup of hot water and the salad. Everyone else (6 others) have a 3 course fondue - cheese w/ veggies, fruit and bread; veggies and chicken in broth; and finally chocolate fondue w/ fruit, cakes and brownies. Let me tell you, I HAD THE BEST TIME!! Because we were 7 at the table and only 2 fondue pots I happened to be sitting pretty close to a pot and I got to dip everyones stuff! It was the most amazing experience to have a blast dipping food and enjoying watching them taste and try and have fun w/ the new experience and NOT HAVE ONE BIT OF CRAVING! I never felt left out as I was a dipping maniac, I never felt deprived as I was full from the salad and yummy soup! And I had the great time of socializing with family.
I was at the table and told everyone, "I can't wait to tell my online buddies what a good time this was!" I feel so released from food cravings. I did have that slip up this week w/ a couple bites of peanut butter, but the sense of not obsessing over food is so awesome!
Thanks for listening. I am hopeful that this means that when I do get to transition and maintenance that I will be able to have just one bite, or just one piece of pizza or birthday cake, and be totally satisfied and not be controlled by it's very presence!
Wow. MF is an answered prayer every day!
Donna