Hey everyone....
its Day 5...I received my order today of more medifast products and to my delight and surprise there was a sampler of the Hot Chai drink in there..it was SOOOO GOOD!! I cannot even tell you how much better I feel already....but IM SCARED TO DEATH cuz I go back to work tommorrow..Ive been on a little "vacation"
for those of you who dont know me from when I first tried medifast last year...I work at a firehouse!! and all we do the minute we walk into the door is plan what we are going to eat!! lol!! we keep a WHOLE candy store upstairs for snacks ...and that is ONE thing that has always gotten to me...one of the biggest reasons I had a hard time struggling with getting back here...it was like everytime I worked..I snacked all day long between runs/calls.....
I started medifast 5 days ago..and its been a breeze being home...making my shakes...now tommorrow is back to work. we work 24 hour shifts....so there is no escape from the lunch, dinner stuff..but I will do what I used to...just bring my RTD shakes..and say I am back on medifast...I ended up telling everyone what I was doing..as much as I tried to keep it from them!! then they saw me FAIL at it when I gained almost all my weight back over the summer.....but everyone also knows I GOT TO MY GOAL WEIGHT ON THIS...and I will get there again!! its just that building..the people/fellow FF's I work with....its all about food at work...and I need to go in there tommorrow...prepared...and ask GOD for strength to help me RESIST ALL TEMPTATION of food and snacks....
I WANT THIS SO BADLY because I REMEMBER how I felt not too long ago...fitting into my clothes..and even my UNIFORMS fit great...they were getting bigger..and I felt so much better and had so much more energy..and I want that BACK!!
so heres to Day 6 for me tommorrow....getting thru it....clean and one shake at a time!!
I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT
Tami