Well the good news is that in 6 hours I will have made it my first full week in a year and half. But I am feeling down because I am feeling physically burned out I guess my body is taking a bit longer getting use to the fact that I am not eating 10000 cal a day anymore. I am also upset because I can't see the progress yet because sad to say my scale will not weigh me. I cursed at the stupid machine today all it does is beep, beep at me. And that means
1. I am not losing weight as fast as I normally do the first week or
2. I weighed more than I thought when I started (my wife said this was probably the case since I always lose more than her ).
I also am still getting use to not eating what I want when I want it. All I want right now is a (*****explict description coming up******) Stuffed Crust Meatlovers pizza from Pizza Hut. But alas I am about to have my lean cut of beef and some brocolli. Not really a substitute.
But I am just venting and I really want this to work this time, hopefully that stupid machine will say something to me in the next couple of days and then at least I can see some progress and I know in the coming weeks My clothes will start to fit better and that will be a help also.