by supermom » April 29th, 2006, 2:49 pm
I think that after thinking of yourself as the "fat girl" for so long, it just kind of becomes the "norm". For me, it is really hard too, because all of my friends are super small. I mean tiny. 5'3 and under and probably all less than 110 pounds. So, even as I lose weight, I still feel like a giant beside them. I hope it will ease with time. I am pretty sure it will. I think it will for you, too. The thing is, though, you just have to admit to yourself that you have changed on the outside and give yourself permission to like the way you look. Do you think you might be afraid to be happy about your look because you are afraid of losing it? I know that is what scares me. That I wil lose weight and then gain it all right back. Just stay strong and determined and accept that you are thinnin up. Don't look back!!
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