OK - tonight was a very hard night (work-wise) but I stayed true blue to my MF
when everyone was ordering out.
I also decided that - since I don't smoke and don't get off the floor for my cigarette breaks (like some do almost once every hour); I took a "clean air" break after my dinner (tuna with lettuce and cucumbers - with tbs lite peppercorn ranch drsg.) and just went outside with my coffee and relaxed
It took some of the stress off my night (stress - like almost everything else - makes me eat!).
when I came home, I had my chocolate peanut butter bar and I am now having my SF jello and have the MF cappuccino ready to go in a minute ~ then it'll be off to bed for me
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LORD!, how I wish I could have a slice of pizza right about now! Before MF, (after working this 3-11 shift) I would come home, have a sandwich or 2 slices of pizza ... maybe some chips ...sometimes I would drive thu Wendy's and get a meal and bring it home ... THEN, I would go to bed and have horrible acid reflux all night long! (not to mention the fact that I would have a hard time walking down the stairs the next morning because my legs would be so stiff from all the carbs the night before).
Life is getting easier now (but I still do miss my favorite foods
)
I guess since I have a food addiction, I will always miss the food .. but this program is a great one and I love the results more than I miss the food!
I am a follower of a preacher named Joyce Meyer; she says that we all pay a price for our decisions in life and that we all have to learn to press through the pain to get to the gain. This is whats happening to me now (and maybe many of you too) ... we have paid the price for our earlier decisions in life and are now going to push through the pain to get to the gain of a new, healthy lifestyle
Sorry for rambling .... remember, I am tired
Good night everyone
Talk tomorrow
Cathy