I originally posted this last year. I read this again and its so true. Many of these items are true again for me and are the NSV's I am looking to again. I am reading this daily to help me focus. We all have our reasons. Hope this helps someone else.
I Dont want to stick to program because:
I like being the center of attention by not being able to fit in regular chair at restaraunt.
I like paying for two seats on an airplane makes me special
I like swelling up with fluid and feeling bloated
I love huffing and puffing when I go up a flight of stairs
I love having to have my 74 year old uncle slow down when we are walking in the zoo because I cant keep up
I love not being able to wear the custom shirt that was given out at the conference because they cant get one to fit.
I love not having to worry about my senior years and retirement because I will drop dead well before then
I love hearing young children say in public "Mom look at that fat man"
I love people to tell me its whats on the inside that counts
I love paying three times more for plus size clothes that arent even that nice or stylish
I love not being able to cross my legs
I love having to hold my breath to tie my shoes
I love not being able to fit in a small car
I love seeing people stare at me
I love to see how high my blood pressure can get before I stroke out
I love being out of control
Just a little sarcastic humor that helps me stay on track enjoy Ron