I have never been very good at journaling anything, but I thought I would give this a try. Anything to help stay focused has got to be worth the effort.
I am currently on my 7th day of MF. So far I have had no trouble staying compliant, I have, however, had severe headaches.
Today does seem to be better. I hope they go away soon.
I first started MF in March or April of 2005. I stayed very compliant for 2 months and lost 28#. I was feeling great. I was really excited about the weight I had lost, but I found myself slowly pulling away from this forum and cheating quite frequently. It seemed like I spent the entire summer trying desparately to stay compliant, but never had a day that I managed to succeed. I did keep the weight off for the entire summer, but by Christmas time I had began to put the weight back on and had began going back to some terrible foody habits that I struggle with.
I eventually, of course, gained all of the weight back plus about 3#. I have told myself I was going to give MF another try about 50 times since then. Each time I made it about 2 days. I didn't want to come back to this forum because I was ashamed of the failure and I didn't want to be a stumbling block to people who are trying MF for the first time. I don't want the newbies to think it cannot be done. MF works, I'm the one that doesn't work. I decided to stop hiding behind the couch
and get back to the forum as I believe it is a very important part of successful weight loss with MF.
Right before Christmas I began telling myself that I wanted to start MF again. So I got prepared and planned to start on January 3. (I had several parties to attend and didn't want to fail right off the bat.) My SNL and my BNL are also overweight so we all decided to give each other a little encouragement by playing our own little biggest loser game. It seemed to be exactly the spark I needed. I am a competitive person and I hate to lose anything. (except weight of course
)
I always remind myself that the enjoyment of the taste of the food really only lasts for a few seconds. I know the enjoyment of being thin would last a great deal longer.
Well, I think I could write a book about all the reasons I think I am overweight, but right now, I don't have the time.
I WANT TO BE THIN!!!!!! If I want it, I am going to have to work at it.
So here I go..........
DonicaB