No, I get what you mean. And yeah, I'm totally human and don't always make the right choices. The old me (the one who ate crap and never worked out and weighed 200 pounds) is still inside there, at least to some degree. I just don't let her out very often.
Believe me, I'm as amazed as anyone when someone says they don't enjoy those "bad" foods anymore. Things like pizza and fries have more of a tendency to upset my stomach now than they did before, but I still love 'em. I don't think that's ever going to change.
The pizza's going to be especially rough, because I can't even distance myself from it. I'll be sitting in the same room with the pizza (and the people eating it) for at least an hour. Sigh. But I figure I'll have my own meal AND people will notice if I give in and take any pizza, which will probably help keep me from doing it. And since normally I'm fine when the temptation is right there and instead struggle AFTERward, I'm going to make sure I have my snack and maybe some sf cocoa this afternoon, and pick one of my favorite dinners and desserts tonight.
And I feel the same about Biggest Loser. She was totally getting the "redemption edit," as one recapper said. I'm not buying it, though. She's a witch and a mean-spirited, ugly (on the inside) person. And I hope her kids never see this show, for their sake. (And yeah, I found the makeovers underwhelming. It seems like the people haven't lost as much weight as they did in previous seasons, but I'm not sure. Plus Renee and Michelle were already gorgeous, so they didn't really NEED makeovers.)