by DogMa » July 19th, 2007, 7:37 am
Oh, Lauren, your input's always welcome, no matter how lengthy!! And you're right on the book; I actually think it was a combination of the two. But I do think it's better than the other maintenance books I read, which were by psychologists rather than people who have actually BEEN there.
Either way, while I'm not pleased about the sudden weight gain, I know it isn't real so I'm not really bothered by it, either. I think it's mostly the meds, though; the swelling from the bump has been there for more than a week, so the weight gain would have come sooner. But I seem to retain water every single time I take Advil or Aleve or anything like that. I don't know why, since it should REDUCE the inflammation.
As for the skydiving, my weight kept me from a few things, but my basic personality has kept me fearful of other things - like jumping out of a plane. But I figure those fears have also kept me safe, and I'm fine with hanging on to a few of them - like jumping out of a plane. Plus, again, I don't want to do this alone (for one thing, it just wouldn't be much fun for me) and some things I would have to do alone because no one else there will go along with me - like jumping out of a plane. I'm looking for the thrill of flying mixed with a bit of fear - not abject terror. Plus this is something I can do in an hour or so, which is just about all the time I'll have that day.
Robin
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