by DogMa » May 17th, 2007, 7:36 am
Sigh. OK, so after a miserable day at work and all the stress about when/how to break up with JDG ... it could have been a lot worse. My teammate at work was ordering a pizza when we left (and her husband was working, so it was just for her). I was thinking of where I could pick something up, and decided instead to buy a steak and have that with my veggies instead of chicken breast.
And then I had a small piece of dark chocolate. And then grabbed a bunch more chocolate for a full-on binge ... but put it back and had some pistachio nuts instead. More than I should have had, but still, a much better choice, I think.
And now I'm done. My first inclination when I was up a bit today was to cut way back, go back on program, whatever. But when I typed it into FitDay and saw such a low calorie total, I knew that wasn't right. So ... back to my plan, and I'll be doing the 3-mile tape today and probably an extra walk tonight because I didn't run this morning. And then back to my normal workouts tomorrow. No excuses.
And I'm thinking I'll just go along to the thing on Saturday, and break up with him when we get home, so he can say goodbye to the dogs and I can have Sunday to myself and go to the gym to work off some of the stress (and he can have Sunday to deal with it before he has to go back to work). And that'll be the end. It's not too weird to break up with him after we go to this festival thing, is it? I really don't want to mess up the day for the other people by not going. But it seems better to do it that night than to wait and have him drive all the way out again the next day. Plus it'll be later, so he'll have to go home and it won't drag on forever.
Robin
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