well the scale really really treated me well this week. since the beginning of the week im down a total of 4 lbs putting me at 186
. i couldnt believe it when i saw that on the scale this morning. im trying to decide on whether i should stop @ 150 or not. last time i was at that weight i thought i looked decent (looking at old pics), and i dont want to be superskinny, and like i stated before lol i like my big boobs :P. anyways if i decide to stop there which im considering alot, then ive only got 36 lbs left. if i go to 140 thats still only 46 lbs. feels like just yesterday i was feeling overwhelmed with even starting this diet and now today its like nothing to me, its taking care of myself. and im working out almost everyday and it feels terrific.
so yesterday i had a big me day. i went shopping and bought 3 skirts marked large in the MISSES section! they are sooo cute and perfect for work or outside of work (i.e. dates and what not) and i bought a cute happy bunny t shirt that says "makeover? you need to be run over!" , 2 camisoles and a shrug to cover the spagetti straps for work, 3 new 38DD (yes thats right! ) bras that are cute, and new underwear (since my old boycut undies were starting to look like boxers). i must say trying to get by wearing those old ddd bras with a sports bra i couldnt see as much of a difference in my chest as i can now, its soo great
. so i came home with my new finds then went through my clothes and got rid of about 2/3's of what i had so now my closet isnt all cramped and i dont have but 1 pair of size twenties (but they are small, the same size as my 18s , either way they are comfortably loose lol).
last night we also watched "the life of david gale", "boondock saints", and "she's the man" , fun stuff :P. i havent heard from dan again but im thinking i dont care much, maybe i like him more as a friend...
my ex is still confusing me at times which doesnt help, he is with his gf but yet sometimes acts like he misses me and says things that make me wonder (we are still really good friends and we work together). im going to just leave it where it's at. maybe he is just realizing what he gave up lol (not to mention the nice figure what he gave up possesses now lol)