by Lauren » December 7th, 2006, 1:36 am
You're rocking it out, Dede! First of all, you are not still fat, and with the recent 12 pounds lost plus the great number you will lose between now and LA trip, you're going to look fantastic - I promise! Besides, you probably have the MF "glow!" C'mon, you know what I'm talking about, that inner glow that shines through when you're eating healthy, exercising, and drinking sh*t-loads of water, and you look like you're keeping a secret from the world that you're thin inside, regardless of what they see? I know it sounds weird, but I literally felt like I was glowing some weird aura of superiority or something the whole time, like my insides were healthier then everyone else's! :-) I know, it's strange, but think about it!
My stomache would sometimes let me know about 20 minutes before my next "feeding," and I would have an inner chuckle that my body could be so in tuned with its needs. When has that ever happened? And that pain you're in from the pilates machine? C'mon, tell me it doesn't make you so freakin' proud, that if anyone were to see you wince, you'd be eager to tell them why. It's not pain from being fat, from bingeing, from carrying too much weight, it's pain from exercise, dammit! You get to have all these proud moments from the time you wake up to when you put your head back on the pillow.
I have said this a million times, I shall say it again. When else have you been able to go to sleep each night proud of yourself and your accomplishments for the day, every day? All you have to do is do it, and you get that feeling! What's cooler than that?
You rock, Dede, just own it.
Lauren