Thank you all for your encouragement. I know that this will pass I just hate the feeling of sadness. I would rather be angry or better yet happy but I know these days happen. Thank you for all of you saying prayers for me I really need it. I know my dream last night started this and though it is silly that dream made me feel like a failure for some reason. I know in my heart of hearts that I have been 100% compliant I guess I just feel weak that something as stupid as food could interfer with my dreams. I know that things will be sunnier soon. For now I am off to take a nap(after my water) and hopefully that will help
Lisa