Hi everyone, a trip to the Mall to buy a new suit led me into a tailspin!
There I am in the dressing room, full length mirror, looking at myself I was in horror ! The lumpy bumpy thighs, the tight arms, the tire thingy going on , the overall disgust all I could say was OMG what happened to me? Intead of buying the suit, I left the store repeating OMG I look like
crap .....
That night, laying in bed, reflecting on all the diets I've been on , the repeat failures I kept thinking, do I want to die fat? never being happy in my own skin ??? what am I going to do ?
I was on Medifast in the fall, I lost 12-15 lbs, I worked really hard to lose that weight, we went out to the cheescake factory for my sons b-day , and I had a piece of cheescake, and I thought, oh, I'll get back on track tommorrow ... tommorrow never came.... 6 months came & went as
well as at least 10 lbs ...
I wasnt able to get back on, and I felt like maybe Im the failure here,
I've ruined my metabolism, and I figured, Im doomed to be fat..
Well, Tuesday 3/28 I woke up decided ! Today is the day, I stop feeling sorry for myself & I do something about this ... so I starting shakin !
I am determined to do MF once and for all without the modifying it to meet the occasion or situation
I needed to hit rock bottom to realize that this program worked, yes its hard work and its a sacrafice, especially with little kids who are always eating snacks and stuff in front of me.... but : now its time I take over and say enough.... I've read post for the last few days and I said all of these people are me ! We've all been there & done that....
Today Im down 2 lbs.....
just a begining !
Thanks again all of you for the wonderful post & support ! I plan to entertain everyone thru my journey ~ and everyone elses !!