Thanks so much for your really nice post, Shari. Believe me, I've thought *many* times that I should just call it quits and say, "Close enough!" But the great people here on this board remind me, through their amazing feats of strength and willpower, that I should stick to it. I figure, no one may notice the difference between 125 and 127 if they look at me, but I would always remember and regret that I gave up on myself. So I want to see this through, because I've never been this thin in my life (I think I weighed more than 127 at birth!
), and I need to know that I have the will to reach my goal, to do what I said I would do, to-- just for once-- refuse to listen to all the excuses I've made up over the years to eat more than I should. How can I trust myself to maintain a "thin" weight if I can't trust myself to get to goal without making excuses??? At least, these are the thoughts that go thru my head every day!
I definitely noticed a pattern to my weight loss, too. I would stay at or near the same weight for 6-8 days -- til I wanted to just throw in the towel. But-- I know what you mean about the sudden motivation-- it seemed that just in the nick of time, a few pounds would drop off, and I'd be reassured and re-motivated... Well, I suppose nothing that's easy is worth doing, right? It must be really terrific to be able to squeeze into the 14's again! And to think, soon all those 14's will have to be tossed! And then the 12's! I love the idea that we're getting into the best shape of our lives long after everybody else already had their crack at it. Maybe that sounds silly, but imagine how much *more* it'll mean to look like a movie star 16 years after having your first kid! I mean, *anybody* can look good at 16! We're gonna look good at 36, 46, 56, 66 ... ! They say youth is wasted on the young; well, I think *thin* is wasted on people who've never been fat!
We'll get there! And when we do, look out!