by ChynnaDoll » March 11th, 2007, 9:37 am
Ok, here i am after thinking long and hard about creatng a journal. Not much of a writer, i do realize there is more of a "personal" contact with each other in this particular forum. For weeks now i have been reading and admiring ALL of the wonderful entries here.
Seeing y'all "overcoming" your various trials and tribulations and reaching your goals week after week has given me the much needed "inspiration" to help me in making this MAJOR life in my change.
I lack "confidence" as you can probably tell from having read a few of my entries in the various forums, especially in Roll Call..lol! I'm very often depressed about the minimal weight loss i'm experiencing even tho i am totally compliant EVERYDAY that i rise. I guess i'm a person whose body says "you better take what i give'ya girl it could be much worse..NO weight-loss at all" In my mind however, i know that Rome wasn't built in a day, and i'm not gonna lose 50 pounds in'a week...maybe i'm expecting to much each week i dunno? But what i do know, at least i think i know, is that i have a new family here where i can come and cry, shout, pout, and REJOICE and know that there will be an "encouraging" voice from my fellow sisters and brothers here...and for this i am truly grateful:+)
I guess i should have started with this info first...lol! I live in Upstate New York...i am married and have 2 daughters and 4 grand-children. I am a retired professor of 22 years until i had a stroke in 1997, but with MUCH rehabilitation i am able to live the normal life that i had before..thanks to the good Lord.
My hobbies are reading, playing the piano which do for my church, and being on my webtv..lol! I DO have a computer, but webtv is a bit easier to understand. It'll soon be "extinct" i believe.
So this is all for now. Thank you all for listening:+) WHEW!
Love,
Chynna
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