by SusannaRosannaDanna » October 30th, 2004, 2:08 pm
Why thank you very much!
Regarding cheating, NO I haven't and I hate to say that because it may sound to some like I'm just an angel in the face of temptation, and I don't believe that I am.
I have had occasions, when I first started, when I might run my finger along the rim of my child's plate as I was fixing it, cleaning up drips, and my finger would be in my mouth before I even realized it. It never made me want to cheat...it terrified me that my habits were so ingrained.
I also had a salad in an eatery once and I asked them to leave off the cheese, and they didn't, so I had to pick around and rake out the cheese as best I could. I didn't get it all, but I mangled the salad trying to get as much as possible out.
Other than those things, I've been compliant, and though hubby is a LOT more lenient in his definition of lean and green, he has done well also.
Most days I am shakes and chili, sometimes the occasional bar, and once a week or less, I have a lean/green meal.
Hubby, who has a much more physically demanding job, has a lean/green every day. Normally I make him stir-fry veggies and skinless chicken breast or steak and salad, and he has even beome a fan of hickory-smoked tuna over salad greens with no carb, no calorie dressings.
All in all, I can't say I'm perfect because I have days when I WANT "something". I want it badly and pout like a big baby! I just haven't given in and I do use desperate measures like leaving the room on a tough day when I've made my kids spaghetti and meatballs. I go fold laundry and let them have at it. Better I sit back there and feel sorry for myself than mope at the dinner table!
It certainly helps that hubby is on the plan with me, but I feel confident that when he starts transitioning, I'll be fine. I love the comments people make to me, I love the slack in my clothes, I giggle and blush when hubby whispers in my ear, "Hey! Where'd that other 51 pounds of sexy go?"
YES--the man needs HELP! LOL
I love the way I feel, though I've reached the stage where my hair is taking flight. I knew the time would come, I went and got it cut shorter today. I'll live. It's just hair. Long, livable slender LIFE with a cute new cut or a short miserable, sweating, hobbling, medicated life with Rapunzel hair? LOL
I think I'll choose the former. Wait! I already did!
Love you all.
Susanna
Started 8/2/2004
297/234/140
Next goal: 220!
Wow. That's all I know to say.