I know, ironic question after my cheat this week. But....
Tonight I still need 2 supps before bed and I'm going to have cocoa and a bar - even though I already had a bar today. I have never had 2 bars in a day before, and I know it's not recommended - but is it cheating?
I feel like I am still being compliant - but I need some comfort food. I could make myself eat 2 chilis again (and probably that's what I'm going to do because I do feel like it would be cheating to have another bar - hence the title of my post) but that's not what I want.
Is part of this learning to deny myself when I feel I want something decadent? If I want a 2nd bar is it non-compliant - or simply not recommended? Will it lead me down a bad path?
Well, I'm going to go have chili because I just don't feel it's right to have another bar. But although it's certainly not right to do it every day, again, say I only had bars left in the cupboard - could I have 2 without it being cheating? Am I only thinking it's cheating because they taste too good?