by Elimatal » November 16th, 2005, 8:05 am
Hello to all. I am sorry to report that I am a weak individual. I have been on MF since October 1st. I've lost 20 pounds, which I am very happy about. However, it has been a struggle for me each and every day! I am following the program, drinking the water, getting the exercise, and keeping myself as busy as possible. Despite all of this, I can't stop thinking about food. I even dream about eating at night. I feel as though I am obsessed with food. It has gotten so bad that I had to go back on Phentermine, just to get rid of the constant (and I do mean CONSTANT) cravings. I don't plan to go off of the MF diet, only to use the Phentermine in conjunction with it. I hate that I had to resort to this "crutch", as I am seeing so many sucess stories out there where people lose the weight and do just fine simply on MF alone. I don't know what is wrong with me, and why I can't kick this food addiction by using simple will power---perhaps I need some therapy? Who knows. I am determined to lose this weight, and hopefully some day I won't need anything more than sheer determination to get those pounds off (and keep 'em off!)
started medifast 10/01/05-220/200/125
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