Something that helped me early on was to actually carry my before picture with me..and when I felt like I was struggling to decide, should I cheat or not..one glance at the picture made the decision really easy(I need to start doing that again)
You are a beautiful woman and posting these pics will help with your accountability. Don't give yourself the option to cheat at all, like the answer to any cheating thought is an automatic no,no matter how bad your feeling or how bad you want whatever it is..and it does make the transition into this plan much easier.
You have willpower, Pixie and your going to find it. Believe that you can say no to the junk and stick to your guns. You Can do this!!!!!
I am looking forward to watching you shrink!
Hugs,
Gina

Previously...02/16/06 BMI-50 276/188
Restart....03/31/2008 -failed
Restart 03/26/09 280/267 Failed
Restart-Awaiting order. I cannot even bear to post my current weight...yet.