Hi Everyone
Well, I'm back ...
I first joined MF in March 2006 at 224lb ... did wonderfully and got to a 'svelte' 196 (I was SO proud of myself! I hadn't seen anything under 200 in over 15 YEARS!)
... then, we went on vacation in July and I sort of went off program. Yes, I thought I could finagle it myself (BOY! was I wrong!)
After that, I just couldn't get back in the swing of the program, and I tried twice. I would be really good and 100% on program from the very start of my day ... screw up in the afternoon and then eat at night because I was so depressed that I screwed up! (It's such a vicious circle!)
Well, I am now at 209.5 (gained 13.5lbs) and DETERMINE not to get any higher.
I know I can do this ~ just need the guts to get back 100% AND STAY THERE. I have some supplements and just ordered more through my adviser Martin.
My husband and I have a wedding in April for a man that works with my husband. I have never met a few of these people and promised myself that I would lose 50 lb before that wedding, get a beautiful dress, and have a blast! My youngest son is making his Confirmation the weekend after this wedding and I would LOVE to make a splash for relatives who haven't seen me since the old 224lbs! Another BIG event this year is that I will be 50 in August and will NOT be a fat 50 ... but a fabulous 50!
I need to be strong ... and I need the support from all of you, my MF brothers and sisters, to help me through this. you guys are awesome and have helped inspire me before.
I guess I just have to stop beating myself up over this slip and just get on with it already.
Thanks for listening to me
Peace
Cathy