by AnnaKat » January 2nd, 2007, 10:30 am
Hopefully this is the last time I can say that I'm back. This time I need to stay on medifast until I reach my goal. I have failed myself, not sticking with this 3 times now. The first time I was on it, I lost 40 lbs in just 2 and a half months. I was finally feeling good and glad I accomplished something. But I stopped, and gained it all back plus 20 lbs. I am miserable. I've tried 2 more times, only to quit before the first week was up. I am a single person who gets lonely and sad and I've just become so addicted to eating and I drink a lot of alcohol. I've thought that it's just not fair that I have to watch what I eat, and I can't be like my friends..able to eat what they want. And as girlfriends do, we always "get together" of dinner and drinks.
But I've soared to 304 lbs! I am absolutely apalled I let it get this far. And now it's not about "being skinny" but now it's about being HEALTHY. So once again, and for the last time, I vow to change my way of life. Let Medifast work for me (as it has done in the past). I'm young and I need to do this so that I may live a long healthy life. I am thankful this support is out there and I am here for you all, as I know you are all here for me.
Happy New Year to all of you.
Annakat
Start date 9/23/08
297/297/150
1st Goad - 275