by aquarianskye » December 20th, 2007, 8:12 am
Good morning all! I'm reading through many journals trying to catch up with everyone. Baby has been less than agreeable with my computer time lately. Between her and having to try to get Christmas stuff wrapped during naptime I just haven't had the time to spend here. Which makes me sad because I want to keep up with what's going on. I feel like I'm missing out on my ME time.
Anyway, I think someone is trying to punish me. For those of you that do not know, PIZZA is my trigger food. Well, I have three school aged kids and they're involved in girl and boy scouts. Well, three, yes, three Christmas parties for the scouts have revolved around pizza.
Last week it was Mr. Gatti's (think of Chuck E Cheeses only pizza buffet), Tuesday was Chuck E Cheeses and then last night was carry in Little Caesars. I have not eaten a single bit of pizza but I'm struggling. After spending time in the two pizza joints smelling all of my favorites and watching those around me eat all my favorites I'm just grouchy. I have not had any pizza tho which is a major accomplishment for me.
So, I'm feeling much better this year than I had been a year ago. I seem to be focusing on that a lot lately. I read Tawanda's journal and it's made me think. I'm not setting the resolution this time to 'finally' lose this weight. Of course I will be continuing on my weight loss journey but Jan 1 will be in NO WAY a start date! I know that it was around Christmas last year when I decided that I finally needed to do something about my weight. Of course I didn't actually start MF until Feb.
I have a problem with resolutions. I don't like using them. Period. I like to set goals. Maybe with a timeline, maybe not. But I don't like waiting until Jan 1 to decide to lose weight. Or change my life in some other way.
So, anyway, the pile of gifts is screaming to be wrapped. I need to go through all the stuff so I can see if I'm done or if I need to buy more crap. Tomorrow is my 'official' last shopping day as it is the kids last day of school. I can still get away with shopping while baby is with me. Next year will be a different story.
Hope you all have a good day.
Skye
285/233.2/170?
as of 4/8/09